Why? Selama ni aku boleh tahan tengok status dia online, then all of sudden malam tadi aku gagal. Aku buzz dia and he ran away like a coward tiny mouse, changed his status invisible (though tulis that he's offline..)
Whats wrong with me? Belum cukup 60 hari. Lupakan! Lupakan! Kuatkan hati. Tabah.
Tapi the relief of all these is, aku tau this time super duper sure that he's a jerk! Big Time!
In Malay the word is PoYo. Well its part of his name afterall kan? ;)
Bagusnya aku dah rasa benci tahap tenuk dekat dia. Tak perlu lagi berbuat baik dekat orang macamni. Ironically nya, untuk orang yang "loser" macam dia, aku should be gladful. The cold, icy hearted guy, its hard to tag along. Not even for the sake of friendship can make him think wisely.
Pity him..
Tiba-tiba rasa diri bebas sepenuhnya. Bebas dari belenggu memaafkan orang dan sentiasa beri dia excuse for his actions, bebas untuk membuka ruang untuk yang lain.
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